The Curse to Live on...

And as I cried and craved for death..

The world cursed me with this life..

Sleepless nights, long awaken eyes,

Lurking hatred, billowing high

The deep within beginning to break apart

And the vengeance has taken its start

The gathered stones, marked with my blood,

Lay besides me..

The pain that that incessantly hurts

Lay besides me..

The fear of again waking up tomorrow

Breed besides me..

One more day of mocking sunshine

Mocks besides me..

And I live on, like the never ending black night

I live on..

Like the stagnant water of a mortuary

I live on

Like the murk splattered besides the road

I live on..

And when I got tired of the excruciating breaths

I cried and craved for death

And the world cursed me with this life

Wounds on the skin cried for no more

Soul refused to die this time.

Speechless hurt amok within

Disdained by the very divine

Stained feelings smothered the breadcrumbs of love

Carrying the burden of a stupefied mind

Bury me, burn me you swines.

I wish for one thing, I just wanna die

I just wanna die

Don’t come to wipe my tears,

I have my own hands

Don’t come to console my misery

I have had enough of that

Dig me a grave and bury me there

RIP sign on it placed flat

Coz I have tried to die so many times,

But my breaths refuse to give up

The adamant life line just doest rub

Give me some peace, give me some rest

as I cry and crave for death..