The fate written for the young boy to survive…
Suffering embracing the soul deprived…
Will thwarted by the plague of the world…
Misery borne… the hapless preferred to die…..
Mused and abused…
Used and noosed
Bearing the brunt..
Sore like a cunt...
Laughter filled with fantasy to kill..
Evaded respite and faded guilt…
Wounded mind…bleeding jilt…
Haunting moments those brought him to this world…
Orphaned and alone, bruised and cursed
Hunger and despair befriended his self,
Begging and craving for an ignorant help,
All through his age, he ate rotten and stinking,
The child within sinking its face in the bins…
The world sacked him for a reason not to be found,
Sometimes, this boy, left with the bloodhounds…
Snatching bites from the mouth of the dogs,
He grows up with his head full of smog…
Never to surrender, the boy makes a stand…
Gory for the god, blood to the land….
Blasphemy blessed, butchered at birth,
Licking the perforated pride that hurts
Corrupted with thoughts of kill and rage,
The boy turned predator, annihilated the cage,
The cage of humanity that held him for long,
The demon breaks free, the evil turns strong…
Laments no longer shackle him back,
Hunting for existence, deceiving with black,
Swinging sword laden with despise..
Falling corpses and he begins to rise….
Savoring the taste of his revenge,
Celebrating every sinner’s demise,
No longer the sin of his birth, he has to bear,
Never the ones, who punished, will again hear…
The cries that turned into fuming hate,
The sufferer no longer takes the fate,
The affliction that once stalked him for long,
The pain that no further to him belongs,
He gives back the heat to the world again…
Once water in his eyes, it’s now the blood that rains….
There he disappears into the woods of the dark,
Waiting…for another soul….that has to depart.
For he has become.. the lord of his own..
And takes over the work of the god…
Yes, no longer the human in him survives…
This is a story of a man… who stalks the humanity….
Because the humanity once helped his soul die….
Monday, July 28, 2008
Someday i won't have you on my mind.....
The day haunts me with the memories of the past
The night bleeds the inside on something that could not last
And I lie on my bed devastated and numb
Half awaken eyes praying for a miracle to happen
And there I go again…crying a flood for you…
And you… long gone…will never know…
And I will never show…
I think about you all of the times,
what I did wrong what I did right,
did I give my love enough chances to survive,
or was the night the darkest before the light,
you could have waited, you could have trusted,
you could have been here right by my side,
was the reasoning not enough for you to believe
that I want you all my life, what is that you could not see
longing for an effort from your side,
to hold your belief , what did I have to fight
these handful of questions storm through my mind,
I tear my head apart, but they refuse to die,
I hurt myself to the point of being numb,
But they are back again, and I’m stacked again,
I see my hand, red with the strikes of the blade,
I see my face, blue and black, by my fuelled rage,
And the void never seems to fill within,
And I miss you, like suffering a punishment for a sin,
And you long gone…will never know,
Yes you will never know
I know I can’t mend this damaged myself in the coming days,
It will pain worse, maybe more than I can take,
Maybe I’ll go crazy with you running all through my mind and soul,
And one day I’ll drop down dead, will lose all my control,
I’ll cry a river for you, I’ll bleed an ocean for you…
People will mock me to crap, call me insane,
Abuses, insults, foul words, and I will still be the game,
I’ll fight the whole world to defend you existence in my heart,
I’ll fight the whole world, to make them realize, with you I will find a start,
Then I shall drown in these fake hopes of mine,
And realize they will never come true…
And I’ll die to hear your voice, to see you again…
But these feelings would just remain…
And you will never know, because I will never show,
Maybe I’ll rot and rust from inside,
Maybe I’ll drag myself closer to suicide….
But one fine day, ill wake up with you gone…
One fine day, I’ll wake up with something else on my mind,
One day, I will feel the air going down my lungs,
One day I will feel myself, kicking and young
One day all the questions will die,
One day the past…will just remain a past…
One day I’ll leave you behind…
Someday I’ll wake up and won’t have you on my mind…..
The night bleeds the inside on something that could not last
And I lie on my bed devastated and numb
Half awaken eyes praying for a miracle to happen
And there I go again…crying a flood for you…
And you… long gone…will never know…
And I will never show…
I think about you all of the times,
what I did wrong what I did right,
did I give my love enough chances to survive,
or was the night the darkest before the light,
you could have waited, you could have trusted,
you could have been here right by my side,
was the reasoning not enough for you to believe
that I want you all my life, what is that you could not see
longing for an effort from your side,
to hold your belief , what did I have to fight
these handful of questions storm through my mind,
I tear my head apart, but they refuse to die,
I hurt myself to the point of being numb,
But they are back again, and I’m stacked again,
I see my hand, red with the strikes of the blade,
I see my face, blue and black, by my fuelled rage,
And the void never seems to fill within,
And I miss you, like suffering a punishment for a sin,
And you long gone…will never know,
Yes you will never know
I know I can’t mend this damaged myself in the coming days,
It will pain worse, maybe more than I can take,
Maybe I’ll go crazy with you running all through my mind and soul,
And one day I’ll drop down dead, will lose all my control,
I’ll cry a river for you, I’ll bleed an ocean for you…
People will mock me to crap, call me insane,
Abuses, insults, foul words, and I will still be the game,
I’ll fight the whole world to defend you existence in my heart,
I’ll fight the whole world, to make them realize, with you I will find a start,
Then I shall drown in these fake hopes of mine,
And realize they will never come true…
And I’ll die to hear your voice, to see you again…
But these feelings would just remain…
And you will never know, because I will never show,
Maybe I’ll rot and rust from inside,
Maybe I’ll drag myself closer to suicide….
But one fine day, ill wake up with you gone…
One fine day, I’ll wake up with something else on my mind,
One day, I will feel the air going down my lungs,
One day I will feel myself, kicking and young
One day all the questions will die,
One day the past…will just remain a past…
One day I’ll leave you behind…
Someday I’ll wake up and won’t have you on my mind…..
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Why Nathuram Godsey was justified in killing Gandhi?
Blinded by the hypocritical facts and distorted truth, we Indians majority of us, tend to believe This man Nathuram Godsey was unjustified in killing gandhi and it was good that he was hanged to death. But most of us, refuse to see the reality. It has been fed into our very blood that he was a sinner a murder and hence was a criminal. But have we ever cared to look beyond the apparent. Have we tried to unfold the unseen? No, we haven't and that's why people like Gandhi and Nehru are still considered stars, icons, saints, while people like Bhagat Singh are termed as terrorist. It is a great shame on us. Anyways, let us take a look at some of the points mentioned in the self prepared document by Nathuram Godsey and open our closed eyes.
1. As I grew up I developed a tendency to free thinking unfettered by any superstitious allegiance to any isms, political or religious. That is why I worked actively for the eradication of untouchability and the caste system based on birth alone. I openly joined anti-caste movements and maintained that all Hindus were of equal status as to rights, social and religious and should be considered high or low on merit alone and not through the accident of birth in a particular caste or profession.
2. I have read the speeches and writings of Dadabhai Naoroji, Vivekanand, Gokhale, Tilak, along with the books of ancient and modern history of India and some prominent countries like England, France, America and Russia. Moreover I studied the tenets of Socialism and Marxism.
3. All this reading and thinking led me to believe it was my first duty to serve Hindudom and Hindus both as a patriot and as a world citizen. To secure the freedom and to safeguard the just interests of some thirty crores (300 million) of Hindus would automatically constitute the freedom and the well-being of all India, one fifth of human race.
4. In fact, hunour, duty and love of one's own kith and kin and country might often compel us to disregard non-violence and to use force. I could never conceive that an armed resistance to an aggression is unjust. I would consider it a religious and moral duty to resist and, if possible, to overpower such an enemy by use of force. [In the Ramayana] Rama killed Ravana in a tumultuous fight and relieved Sita. [In the Mahabharata], Krishna killed Kansa to end his wickedness; and Arjuna had to fight and slay quite a number of his friends and relations including the revered Bhishma because the latter was on the side of the aggressor. It is my firm belief that in dubbing Rama, Krishna and Arjuna as guilty of violence, the Mahatma betrayed a total ignorance of the springs of human action.
5. In condemning history's towering warriors like Shivaji, Rana Pratap and Guru Gobind Singh as misguided patriots, Gandhi has merely exposed his self-conceit. He was, paradoxical as it may appear, a violent pacifist who brought untold calamities on the country in the name of truth and non-violence.
6. The accumulating provocation of thirty-two years, culminating in his last pro-Muslim fast, at last goaded me to the conclusion that the existence of Gandhi should be brought to an end immediately.
7. If the country wanted his leadership, it had to accept his infallibility; if it did not, he would stand aloof from the Congress.
8. He alone was the Judge of everyone and every thing; he was the master brain guiding the civil disobedience movement; no other could know the technique of that movement. He alone knew when to begin and when to withdraw it.
9. Gandhi's pro-Muslim policy is blatantly in his perverse attitude on the question of the national language of India. It is quite obvious that Hindi has the most prior claim to be accepted as the premier language. In the beginning of his career in India, Gandhi gave a great impetus to Hindi but as he found that the Muslims did not like it, he became a champion of what is called Hindustani.
10. The charm and purity of the Hindi language was to be prostituted to please the Muslims. All his experiments were at the expense of the Hindus.
11. The Congress which had boasted of its nationalism and socialism secretly accepted Pakistan literally at the point of the bayonet and abjectly surrendered to Jinnah. India was vivisected and one-third of the Indian territory became foreign land to us from August 15, 1947.
12. This is what Gandhi had achieved after thirty years of undisputed dictatorship and this is what Congress party calls 'freedom' and 'peaceful transfer of power'. The Hindu-Muslim unity bubble was finally burst and a theocratic state was established with the consent of Nehru and his crowd and they have called 'freedom won by them with sacrifice' - whose sacrifice? When top leaders of Congress, with the consent of Gandhi, divided and tore the country -which we consider a deity of worship.
13. One of the conditions imposed by Gandhi for his breaking of the fast unto death related to the mosques in Delhi occupied by the Hindu refugees. But when Hindus in Pakistan were subjected to violent attacks he did not so much as utter a single word to protest and censure the Pakistan Government or the Muslims concerned.
14. Gandhi is being referred to as the Father of the Nation. But if that is so, he had failed his paternal duty inasmuch as he has acted very treacherously to the nation by his consenting to the partitioning of it.
15. I do say that my shots were fired at the person whose policy and action had brought rack and ruin and destruction to millions of Hindus. There was no legal machinery by which such an offender could be brought to book and for this reason I fired those fatal shots.
16. I now stand before the court to accept the full share of my responsibility for what I have done and the judge would, of course, pass against me such orders of sentence as may be considered proper. But I would like to add that I do not desire any mercy to be shown to me, nor do I wish that anyone else should beg for mercy on my behalf.
Think about it!! nyways you can view the whole document on http://ngodse.tripod.com/defense.htm
1. As I grew up I developed a tendency to free thinking unfettered by any superstitious allegiance to any isms, political or religious. That is why I worked actively for the eradication of untouchability and the caste system based on birth alone. I openly joined anti-caste movements and maintained that all Hindus were of equal status as to rights, social and religious and should be considered high or low on merit alone and not through the accident of birth in a particular caste or profession.
2. I have read the speeches and writings of Dadabhai Naoroji, Vivekanand, Gokhale, Tilak, along with the books of ancient and modern history of India and some prominent countries like England, France, America and Russia. Moreover I studied the tenets of Socialism and Marxism.
3. All this reading and thinking led me to believe it was my first duty to serve Hindudom and Hindus both as a patriot and as a world citizen. To secure the freedom and to safeguard the just interests of some thirty crores (300 million) of Hindus would automatically constitute the freedom and the well-being of all India, one fifth of human race.
4. In fact, hunour, duty and love of one's own kith and kin and country might often compel us to disregard non-violence and to use force. I could never conceive that an armed resistance to an aggression is unjust. I would consider it a religious and moral duty to resist and, if possible, to overpower such an enemy by use of force. [In the Ramayana] Rama killed Ravana in a tumultuous fight and relieved Sita. [In the Mahabharata], Krishna killed Kansa to end his wickedness; and Arjuna had to fight and slay quite a number of his friends and relations including the revered Bhishma because the latter was on the side of the aggressor. It is my firm belief that in dubbing Rama, Krishna and Arjuna as guilty of violence, the Mahatma betrayed a total ignorance of the springs of human action.
5. In condemning history's towering warriors like Shivaji, Rana Pratap and Guru Gobind Singh as misguided patriots, Gandhi has merely exposed his self-conceit. He was, paradoxical as it may appear, a violent pacifist who brought untold calamities on the country in the name of truth and non-violence.
6. The accumulating provocation of thirty-two years, culminating in his last pro-Muslim fast, at last goaded me to the conclusion that the existence of Gandhi should be brought to an end immediately.
7. If the country wanted his leadership, it had to accept his infallibility; if it did not, he would stand aloof from the Congress.
8. He alone was the Judge of everyone and every thing; he was the master brain guiding the civil disobedience movement; no other could know the technique of that movement. He alone knew when to begin and when to withdraw it.
9. Gandhi's pro-Muslim policy is blatantly in his perverse attitude on the question of the national language of India. It is quite obvious that Hindi has the most prior claim to be accepted as the premier language. In the beginning of his career in India, Gandhi gave a great impetus to Hindi but as he found that the Muslims did not like it, he became a champion of what is called Hindustani.
10. The charm and purity of the Hindi language was to be prostituted to please the Muslims. All his experiments were at the expense of the Hindus.
11. The Congress which had boasted of its nationalism and socialism secretly accepted Pakistan literally at the point of the bayonet and abjectly surrendered to Jinnah. India was vivisected and one-third of the Indian territory became foreign land to us from August 15, 1947.
12. This is what Gandhi had achieved after thirty years of undisputed dictatorship and this is what Congress party calls 'freedom' and 'peaceful transfer of power'. The Hindu-Muslim unity bubble was finally burst and a theocratic state was established with the consent of Nehru and his crowd and they have called 'freedom won by them with sacrifice' - whose sacrifice? When top leaders of Congress, with the consent of Gandhi, divided and tore the country -which we consider a deity of worship.
13. One of the conditions imposed by Gandhi for his breaking of the fast unto death related to the mosques in Delhi occupied by the Hindu refugees. But when Hindus in Pakistan were subjected to violent attacks he did not so much as utter a single word to protest and censure the Pakistan Government or the Muslims concerned.
14. Gandhi is being referred to as the Father of the Nation. But if that is so, he had failed his paternal duty inasmuch as he has acted very treacherously to the nation by his consenting to the partitioning of it.
15. I do say that my shots were fired at the person whose policy and action had brought rack and ruin and destruction to millions of Hindus. There was no legal machinery by which such an offender could be brought to book and for this reason I fired those fatal shots.
16. I now stand before the court to accept the full share of my responsibility for what I have done and the judge would, of course, pass against me such orders of sentence as may be considered proper. But I would like to add that I do not desire any mercy to be shown to me, nor do I wish that anyone else should beg for mercy on my behalf.
Think about it!! nyways you can view the whole document on http://ngodse.tripod.com/defense.htm
A True Hero - Shaheed Bhagat Singh and the sissy mohandas karamchand gandhi
"Inquilab Zindabad" (Long live the revolution)
Shaheed Bhagat Singh, the true indian martyr who is now cited as a terrorist in some places in india by some of the most digusting and corrupted minds of our so called leaders. And yes, not to forget Mahatama Gandhi is still the father of the nation, who left no stone untured in getting this martyr to death and then relentlessy masacarring India into two halves. And we the people of India call him Mahatama. This emanicated man who turned majority of India into a bunch of enunchs by telling them to plead the enemy to get out of their homes while our Bhagat Singh insisted on beating the hell out of them because its our land, our country, its us.
Some of the the most admirable aspects of the true hero:
1. He underwent a 63-day fast in jail, demanding equal rights for Indian and British political prisoners. Despite the use of violent and forceful feeding, the hero never gave up. He still insisted on hunger strike. I bet gandhi wud have died within weeks, he neither had the guts, nor the courage to withstand such a move. Even there he would have pleaded and licked the feet of jailors to get good food and clothing.
2. His legacy prompted youth in India to begin fighting for Indian independence. Not like gandhi who insisted on offereing both your cheeks and pieces of your butts to the aliens.
3. Avenged the killing of Lala Lajpat Rai by killing Saunders.
4. On April 8, 1929, Singh and Dutt threw a bomb onto the corridors of the assembly and shouted "Inquilab Zindabad!" ("Long Live the Revolution!"). This was followed by a shower of leaflets stating that it takes a loud voice to make the deaf hear.[ The bomb neither killed nor injured anyone. They could have escaped, but they chose to surrender, for whom? For us, for us to realise the need and importance of freedom. To awaken us and arm us with strenght. Not like sitting somewhere along the beach and telling Britishers we will not wear your clothes. He infused courage and motivation. He wanted us to stand up and fight for our rights.
5. At the time of trial, Bhagat Singh offered no defence, but utilized the occasion to propagate his ideal of freedom.
6. He never wanted to come in the way of Gandhi, on the other hand gandhi was the one who always condemned him.
And the worst gandhi could do to the country and this true hero
Gandhi had an opportunity to stop Singh's execution but did not. Gandhi was someone who was strongly at odds with Bhagat Singh and did not oppose his hanging. A variation on this theory is that Gandhi actively conspired with the British to have Singh executed.
And after that this wicked and horrible creature said ""The government certainly had the right to hang these (as if Bhagat Singh was a terrorist and this asshole was a saint) men. However, there are some rights which do credit to those who possess them only if they are enjoyed in name only.
Today, when i look back, i strongly believe that the assasination of gandhi was necessary, and after reading nathuram godsey's views, this man should have been killed earlier. We call him Mahatama. Look what this Mahatama has done. Divided the country, and still we are paying the price of his self contained decision.
The Hindu-Muslim unity bubble was finally burst and a theocratic state was established with the consent of Nehru and his crowd and they have called 'freedom won by them with sacrifice' - whose sacrifice? When top leaders of Congress, with the consent of Gandhi, divided and tore the country -which we consider a deity of worship
The same country he supported has become our biggest enemy. Its been more than 50 years and we still pay the price for his selfish mistake. His fake, hypocritical inner sense, has led us to our downfall.
One of the conditions imposed by Gandhi for his breaking of the fast unto death related to the mosques in Delhi occupied by the Hindu refugees. But when Hindus in Pakistan were subjected to violent attacks he did not so much as utter a single word to protest and censure the
Pakistan Government or the Muslims concerned. Such was his hunger for an image that wud ensure his permanent place in minds of indian people.
Long live the hero
Shaheed Bhagat Singh is and will always be considered one of the finest and courageous leader who fought for the country and the people. Who told us to stand on our feet and fight for our right. Who told us to earn our independence and not just beg for it. Who taught us to be one - Indians. I salute this hero with all my deepest respect. Long live the hero.
Shaheed Bhagat Singh, the true indian martyr who is now cited as a terrorist in some places in india by some of the most digusting and corrupted minds of our so called leaders. And yes, not to forget Mahatama Gandhi is still the father of the nation, who left no stone untured in getting this martyr to death and then relentlessy masacarring India into two halves. And we the people of India call him Mahatama. This emanicated man who turned majority of India into a bunch of enunchs by telling them to plead the enemy to get out of their homes while our Bhagat Singh insisted on beating the hell out of them because its our land, our country, its us.
Some of the the most admirable aspects of the true hero:
1. He underwent a 63-day fast in jail, demanding equal rights for Indian and British political prisoners. Despite the use of violent and forceful feeding, the hero never gave up. He still insisted on hunger strike. I bet gandhi wud have died within weeks, he neither had the guts, nor the courage to withstand such a move. Even there he would have pleaded and licked the feet of jailors to get good food and clothing.
2. His legacy prompted youth in India to begin fighting for Indian independence. Not like gandhi who insisted on offereing both your cheeks and pieces of your butts to the aliens.
3. Avenged the killing of Lala Lajpat Rai by killing Saunders.
4. On April 8, 1929, Singh and Dutt threw a bomb onto the corridors of the assembly and shouted "Inquilab Zindabad!" ("Long Live the Revolution!"). This was followed by a shower of leaflets stating that it takes a loud voice to make the deaf hear.[ The bomb neither killed nor injured anyone. They could have escaped, but they chose to surrender, for whom? For us, for us to realise the need and importance of freedom. To awaken us and arm us with strenght. Not like sitting somewhere along the beach and telling Britishers we will not wear your clothes. He infused courage and motivation. He wanted us to stand up and fight for our rights.
5. At the time of trial, Bhagat Singh offered no defence, but utilized the occasion to propagate his ideal of freedom.
6. He never wanted to come in the way of Gandhi, on the other hand gandhi was the one who always condemned him.
And the worst gandhi could do to the country and this true hero
Gandhi had an opportunity to stop Singh's execution but did not. Gandhi was someone who was strongly at odds with Bhagat Singh and did not oppose his hanging. A variation on this theory is that Gandhi actively conspired with the British to have Singh executed.
And after that this wicked and horrible creature said ""The government certainly had the right to hang these (as if Bhagat Singh was a terrorist and this asshole was a saint) men. However, there are some rights which do credit to those who possess them only if they are enjoyed in name only.
Today, when i look back, i strongly believe that the assasination of gandhi was necessary, and after reading nathuram godsey's views, this man should have been killed earlier. We call him Mahatama. Look what this Mahatama has done. Divided the country, and still we are paying the price of his self contained decision.
The Hindu-Muslim unity bubble was finally burst and a theocratic state was established with the consent of Nehru and his crowd and they have called 'freedom won by them with sacrifice' - whose sacrifice? When top leaders of Congress, with the consent of Gandhi, divided and tore the country -which we consider a deity of worship
The same country he supported has become our biggest enemy. Its been more than 50 years and we still pay the price for his selfish mistake. His fake, hypocritical inner sense, has led us to our downfall.
One of the conditions imposed by Gandhi for his breaking of the fast unto death related to the mosques in Delhi occupied by the Hindu refugees. But when Hindus in Pakistan were subjected to violent attacks he did not so much as utter a single word to protest and censure the
Pakistan Government or the Muslims concerned. Such was his hunger for an image that wud ensure his permanent place in minds of indian people.
Long live the hero
Shaheed Bhagat Singh is and will always be considered one of the finest and courageous leader who fought for the country and the people. Who told us to stand on our feet and fight for our right. Who told us to earn our independence and not just beg for it. Who taught us to be one - Indians. I salute this hero with all my deepest respect. Long live the hero.
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